I like both of those ideas a lot. I had thought of visiting schools in fact, and I can't believe I didn't tell you because I was so excited about it. But hey, listen. The emotions don't keep you from meditating, the emotions are the meditation. The trick is to simultaneously feel the emotion and to feel the unchanging part of you that has survived since birth and will survive until death... and to give both equal credence. Just trust yourself, Suz. I love you.